The time it takes…

I used to be someone who took life as if it were a curve banked for speed. The goal, as far as I could tell, was to get things done first and fastest. Decisions, including huge life questions, like who do I want in my life, where to live and how to pursue a career were made at lightning speed. Without a deadline, could I even exist?

I can’t pinpoint the moment I started slowing down – was it burnout? Age? The sudden realization that I didn’t have a clue where I was going even if I was breaking the sound barrier getting there? Some time in the past decade, the deceleration started. It scared the hell out of me at first; I thought I was losing my edge. Becoming irrelevant, soon to be left behind in the dust of all those younger, sharper people out there Getting Stuff Done!

But I find I have finally learned the value of letting things unfold in their own time. It’s a revelation. Staci and I push the peanut forward, one step at a time, learning what this theatre wants to be and needs to be, as we go.
There are moments of urgency and frustration, sure. Like how to write a meaningful mission statement that doesn’t rival War and Peace in length. But things inch along, feeling solid and purposeful and right.

I’m grateful for a slower pace. Guess I am embracing snail wisdom right now. There will be time to call the jackrabbit back later, as we get closer to opening night, Right now, I am reveling in the process!

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One comment on “The time it takes…
  1. staci says:

    “Snail wisdom, peanut pace” is every bit the equal of “Chop wood, carry water” in my mind. And, grasshopper, what does one do after achieving “snail wisdom, peanut pace?”

    Start a theatre, of course.

    Hey – we got our official CHARTER letters back from the Stage of Tennessee. We’re on our way to being the real deal.

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